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Monday, December 26th, 2005
4:53 pm	NEW LJ add-- only_injuly COMMENT TO BE ADDED. (Where is that Indigo?)
Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
7:07 pm	soo. today it was raining. no... today it was pouring. and I decided to wear a sheer WHITE top today? jesus christ. i was a wet mess, and for about thirty minutes i was the crankiest i've been in awhile. and people suffered the reprocussions. *sorry emilio for hitting you numerous times. **and for getting really REALLY angry when you shot me with the staple gun. i was lost for words. that never happens. but things got considerably better when i stripped put on a dry sweater ((courtesy of kelci edlinger)) and went to acting aka listened to my ipod and plaid solitaire while people did their monologues. OOOO! this is gross... so. i was wearing my rainbows today. and they tend to .. hold dirt like from your feet and stuff. therefor when you get them wet .. they get muddy. and so my feet were reallly dirty but i didn't really think much of it until i got home and showered and realized not only were my feet muddy.. they were .. STAINED. so.. i look like a black person on the bottom of my feet?? its really discusting i scrubbed them for a good fifteen minutes. mmlife. Current Mood: tired Current Music: the postal service (4 Colors |♥| Where is that Indigo?)
Monday, November 28th, 2005
6:44 pm	If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget... You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. (4 Colors |♥| Where is that Indigo?)
Sunday, November 27th, 2005
7:55 pm	last night was a blasssst.. i love you all.. and dressing bill and emilio up in paiges shirts and taking them to applebees to show them off. :] sweet times with dawn<3 paige<3 AKERNZZ<3 emilio<3 billiam<3 robb<3 anthony?? lol. ( check this shitttt ) (4 Colors |♥| Where is that Indigo?)
Thursday, November 24th, 2005
6:48 pm	Happy Thanksgiving!! horay for being thankful. and for brownies. <33 carl's in town so it was a good night last night ;) we smoked and played board games and then went to a chinese buffet. which was interesting. and i ate a lot of sushi. we had thanksgiving at my dads for a change and it was a lot less uptight.. i managed to drink about 3 glasses of wine which ended up with me being a little drunk in front of my family.. i believe i played it off well though. =] everyone be safe over break. LOVE TO ALL. Current Mood: full Current Music: visit venus (4 Colors |♥| Where is that Indigo?)
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
10:01 pm	<33 i really do pee a lot. (2 Colors |♥| Where is that Indigo?)
Monday, November 21st, 2005
8:37 pm	my lj is fucked up. ugh. I AM GETTING BRACES. laugh now if you wish. (2 Colors |♥| Where is that Indigo?)
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
11:12 pm	soooo today = good. i'd have to say it was the most exitement i've had in awhile. which is sad.. because it really wasn't that exiting. basically this is how it went... heard rumors that carl was back in town. they were true SO he picked me from from dads house. we got dawn. went to starbucks. tried to get into a longeray(?) store. then went to the beach. dawn and i did some serious demolishing of sand castles which was oddly satisfying. and then we sat on the lifeguard things wishing we had weed. it was such a beautiful day and the sand was cold... so my feet got numb. everything was lovely. and then carl took us home. and some more exitement struck. somehow we had locked a raccoon in our back porch. and they're dangerous. so my uncle and the raccoon had a war that involved chairs being knocked over and mase. and the raccoon was a trouper. it finally gave up and hauled ass out the screen door. now our porch smells like tear gas and when you walk out there your eyes kinda water. but yeah. zack comes up in two weeks. im going crazy. <3 (4 Colors |♥| Where is that Indigo?)
6:11 pm	amazing weekend in ft. myers. the bus ride was a lot quicker than i had imagined. and the weekend went by way faster than i wanted. :( so now im in a funky mood because i miss you. insanly much. but seeing you and then leaving you was better then not seeing you at all. <3 i feel bad about being a bitch to generally everyone on the way back. including a guy who just asked me where i had come from. i gave him a death glare and walked away.. he told me to fuck off.  &&& i smell bad. shower time. Current Mood: drained (2 Colors |♥| Where is that Indigo?)
Friday, November 18th, 2005
11:56 pm	new icon so. i just saw march of the penguins... and basically they are amazing. and it made me feel lazy. i cried everytime a baby died.. :( so tomorrow= gettin up at 8.. leaving at 8 30 to go to the greyhound station. getting on a bus with creepy people for a good 2 hours. seeing zack being happy with him then sleepover and then back on a greyhound bus on sunday to come home.. :((( but thats not til 3 ish the next day. soooooo i got a day and then some in ft. myers. awesome. (Where is that Indigo?)